Maybe amazing isn't the right word, but it is truly remarkable that one minuted I can be struggling to control anxiety, fighting back tears, and heaving heavy breaths to stay composed. I read an email where someone calls me a rock star for my accomplishments and suddenly I'm so giddy, I can't force the smile off my face. Is this a sign of how desperately I need approval? Am I emotionally tattered? I feel wrapped around fingers and I'd love to know where my self respect has gone. Regardless, I am still stoked to be called a rock star.
Important things for today:
1. Generous Brother/Cousin in-law who gave us a brand new lawn mower
2. Lunch with the family
3. Dinner with the other family
4. My beloved grandma turned 80 yesterday
5. My living room
6. A lovely seasonal beer named Brrr...
7. My precious Xavier
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